1. Beyond Even This

    Who would have thought the afterlife would
    look so much like Ohio? A small town place,
    thickly settled among deciduous trees.
    I lived for what seemed a very short time.
    Several things did not work out.
    Casually almost, I became another one
    of the departed, but I had never imagined
    the tunnel of hot wind that pulls
    the newly dead into the dry Midwest
    and plants us like corn. I am
    not alone, but I am restless.
    There is such sorrow in these geese
    flying over, trying to find a place to land
    in the miles and miles of parking lots
    that once were soft wetlands. They seem
    as puzzled as I am about where to be.
    Often they glide, in what I guess is
    a consultation with each other,
    getting their bearings, as I do when
    I stare out my window and count up
    what I see. It’s not much really:
    one buckeye tree, three white frame houses,
    one evergreen, five piles of yellow leaves.
    This is not enough for any heaven I had
    dreamed, but I am taking the long view.
    There must be a backcountry of the beyond,
    beyond even this and farther out,
    past the dark smoky city on the shore
    of Lake Erie, through the landlocked passages
    to the Great Sweetwater Seas.


    By Maggie Anderson

     
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