December 2011
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On His Blindness
When I consider how my light is spent Ere half my days, in this dark world and wide, And that one talent which is death to hide Lodged with me useless, though my soul more bent To serve therewith my Maker, and present My true account, lest He returning chide,— Doth God exact day-labour, light denied? I fondly ask:—But Patience, to prevent That murmur, soon replies: God doth...
Dec 30th
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The Soul Selects Her Own Society
The soul selects her own society Then shuts the door; On her divine majority Obtrude no more. Unmoved, she notes the chariot’s pausing At her low gate; Unmoved, an emperor is kneeling Upon her mat. I’ve known her from an ample nation Choose one; Then close the valves of her attention Like stone. By Emily Dickinson
Dec 29th
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Homage to Winter
You: a woman too old for passive contemplation caught staring out a window at bird-of-paradise spikes jeweled with rain, across an alley It’s winter in this land of roses, roses sometimes the fog lies thicker around you than your past sometimes the Pacific radiance scours the air to lapis In this new world you feel backward along the hem of your whole life questioning every...
Dec 28th
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Why I Am Not A Painter
I am not a painter, I am a poet. Why? I think I would rather be a painter, but I am not. Well, for instance, Mike Goldberg is starting a painting. I drop in. “Sit down and have a drink” he says. I drink; we drink. I look up. “You have SARDINES in it.” “Yes, it needed something there.” “Oh.” I go and the days go by and I drop in again. The painting is going on, and I go, and the days...
Dec 27th
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Sudden Light
I have been here before, But when or how I cannot tell: I know the grass beyond the door, The sweet keen smell, The sighing sound, the lights around the shore. You have been mine before,— How long ago I may not know: But just when at that swallow’s soar Your neck turned so, Some veil did fall,—I knew it all of yore. Has this been thus before? ...
Dec 26th
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Not marble, nor the gilded monuments
Not marble, nor the gilded monuments Of princes, shall outlive this powerful rhyme; But you shall shine more bright in these contents Than unswept stone, besmear’d with sluttish time. When wasteful war shall statues overturn, And broils root out the work of masonry, Nor Mars his sword nor war’s quick fire shall burn The living record of your memory. ‘Gainst death and all-oblivious enmity...
Dec 25th
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Jasmine
Saturday evening grows darker as the teapot whistles. I get a mug, humming, and breathe the ancient scent, faintly familiar. Every summer we gathered the young jasmine leaves, while I sang songs that I learned in school. On sunny days, she spread the leaves out in the back yard where I sat and dreamt the scent of long winter nights beside the hot stove. Immense warmth calms my...
Dec 24th
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Lending Out Books
You’re always giving, my therapist said. You have to learn how to take. Whenever you meet a woman, the first thing you do is lend her your books. You think she’ll have to see you again in order to return them. But what happens is, she doesn’t have the time to read them, & she’s afraid if she sees you again you’ll expect her to talk about them, & will want to lend her even more. So...
Dec 23rd
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Toward the Winter Solstice
Although the roof is just a story high, It dizzies me a little to look down. I lariat-twirl the cord of Christmas lights And cast it to the weeping birch’s crown; A dowel into which I’ve screwed a hook Enables me to reach, lift, drape, and twine The cord among the boughs so that the bulbs Will accent the tree’s elegant design. Friends, passing home from work or shopping, pause And call...
Dec 23rd
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For You
For you I undress down to the sheaths of my nerves. I remove my jewelry and set it on the nightstand, I unhook my ribs, spread my lungs flat on a chair. I dissolve like a remedy in water, in wine. I spill without staining, and leave without stirring the air. I do it for love. For love, I disappear. By Kim Addonizio
Dec 22nd
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Winter Love
I would like to decorate this silence, but my house grows only cleaner and more plain. The glass chimes I hung over the register ring a little when the heat goes on. I waited too long to drink my tea. It was not hot. It was only warm. By Linda Gregg
Dec 21st
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Sonnet for a Tango in the Twilight
Who was it who said it all in a homegrown tango Whose drawn-out, lovely sweetness made me pause Under some unassuming little balconies In that leafy neighborhood that isn’t even yours? All I know is that in its sorrow I saw a simple yard Within whose earthen walls the whole sunset fit, A place I’d glimpsed a few months ago in some slum, And that I loved you more than ever, hearing it. ...
Dec 20th
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Eating Alone
I’ve pulled the last of the year’s young onions. The garden is bare now. The ground is cold, brown and old. What is left of the day flames in the maples at the corner of my eye. I turn, a cardinal vanishes. By the cellar door, I wash the onions, then drink from the icy metal spigot. Once, years back, I walked beside my father among the windfall pears. I can’t recall our words. We may...
Dec 19th
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The Darkling Thrush
I leant upon a coppice gate When Frost was spectre-grey, And Winter’s dregs made desolate The weakening eye of day. The tangled bine-stems scored the sky Like strings of broken lyres, And all mankind that haunted nigh Had sought their household fires. The land’s sharp features seemed to be The Century’s corpse outleant, His crypt the...
Dec 18th
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Quiet Girl
I would liken you To a night without stars Were it not for your eyes. I would liken you To a sleep without dreams Were it not for your songs. By Langston Hughes
Dec 17th
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Still I Rise
You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I’ll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? ‘Cause I walk like I’ve got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I’ll...
Dec 16th
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Prayer for Sleep
The chiropractor sent me home with my left ankle taped, my neck cracked, and instructions not to sleep on my belly, so when it came time for bed, I dropped a tequila shot, laid back and closed my lids, entrails exposed to vultures of bad dreams. From the neighboring pillow, my love whispered theories of meditation, biofeedback, post- ...
Dec 15th
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Mnemosyne
It’s autumn in the country I remember How warm a wind blew here about the ways! And shadows on the hillside lay to slumber During the long sun-sweetened summer-days. It’s cold abroad the country I remember. The swallows veering skimmed the golden grain At midday with a wing aslant and limber; And yellow cattle browsed upon the plain It’s empty down the country I...
Dec 14th
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Visions of Never Being Heard from Again
I stopped by to see you but you were not home marshland the pure vision my ancient lives all risen up and rising shudder in my bed to come up against a living religion; they get offended so easily; blow up your hundred-foot Buddha no problem. Entire mountainside. Presumably it’s an improvement on whatever came before on what was here before ancestral crypt your...
Dec 13th
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Books
How you loved to read in the snow and when your face turned to water from the internal heat combined with the heavy crystals or maybe it was reversus you went half-blind and your eyelashes turned to ice the time you walked through swirls with dirty tears not far from the rat-filled river or really a mile away—or two—in what you came to call the Aristotle room in a small hole outside the...
Dec 12th
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Approach of Winter
The half-stripped trees struck by a wind together, bending all, the leaves flutter drily and refuse to let go or driven like hail stream bitterly out to one side and fall where the salvias, hard carmine,— like no leaf that ever was— edge the bare garden. By William Carlos Williams
Dec 11th
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This Deepening Takes Place Again
What if everything were revealed: where I was last night. You, etc. The rain is coming down like salad. My sister’s hair reminds me of my sister so much I can’t stop looking. Who am I to have arms? On the plane one short dream: a baby so small it wasn’t even human, just a bouquet of light with wise cellular eyes. If losing me is the worst thing to happen, your...
Dec 10th
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The impact of a dollar upon the heart
The impact of a dollar upon the heart Smiles warm red light Sweeping from the hearth rosily upon the white table, With the hanging cool velvet shadows Moving softly upon the door. The impact of a million dollars Is a crash of flunkeys And yawning emblems of Persia Cheeked against oak, France and a sabre, The outcry of old beauty Whored by pimping merchants To submission before wine and...
Dec 9th
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Acquainted with the Night
I have been one acquainted with the night. I have walked out in rain—and back in rain. I have outwalked the furthest city light. I have looked down the saddest city lane. I have passed by the watchman on his beat And dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain. I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet When far away an interrupted cry Came over houses from another street, But not...
Dec 8th
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Feed Me, Also, River God
Lest by diminished vitality and abated vigilance, I become food for crocodiles—for that quicksand of gluttony which is legion. It is there close at hand— on either side of me. You remember the Israelites who said in pride and stoutness of heart: “The bricks are fallen down, we will build with hewn stone, the sycamores are cut down, we will change to...
Dec 8th
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Hawk
All eyes are fearful of the spotted hawk, whose dappled wingspread opens to a phrase that only victims gaping in the gaze of Death Occurring can recite. To stalk; to plunge; to harvest; the denial-squawk of dying’s struggle; these are but a day’s rebuke to hunger for the hawk, whose glazed accord with Death admits no show of shock. Death’s users know it is not theirs to...
Dec 6th
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The Lateness of the Day
(For Patricia Weatherby) It is the lateness of the day that turns my head, that turns my mind and winds my head to ticking clocks, the clocks that mock the destinations and designs of all the things that I would do and be, set down, lined up, like stops upon a route. They stretch away, much farther than they first appeared. And time, still young, still running on ahead in cruel surprise;...
Dec 6th
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Glass
The song sparrow puts all his saying into one repeated song: what variations, subtleties he manages, to encompass denser meanings, I’m too coarse to catch: it’s one song, an over-reach from which all possibilities, like filaments, depend: killing, nesting, dying, sun or cloud, figure up and become song—simple, hard: removed. By A. R. Ammons
Dec 5th
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the suicide kid
I went to the worst of bars hoping to get killed. but all I could do was to get drunk again. worse, the bar patrons even ended up liking me. there I was trying to get pushed over the dark edge and I ended up with free drinks while somewhere else some poor son-of-a-bitch was in a hospital bed, tubes sticking out all over him as he fought like hell to live. nobody would help...
Dec 3rd
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Disciple
The best advice I ever got about how to heal came from a beleaguered camp counselor who found herself suddenly surrounded by a flock of heaving sobbing twelve year old girls. It had been billed as a session on conflict resolution, an alternative to wood cookie crafts, or horseshoes, and maybe she should have seen it coming, how water seeks the cracks in any dam. One girl had been brutally...
Dec 2nd
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This Living Hand
This living hand, now warm and capable Of earnest grasping, would, if it were cold And in the icy silence of the tomb, So haunt thy days and chill thy dreaming nights That thou would[st] wish thine own heart dry of blood So in my veins red life might stream again, And thou be conscience-calm’d—see here it is— I hold it towards you. By John Keats
Dec 2nd
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Depressing Subway Poem Is Depressing Again, Thank... →
“The Commuter’s Lament” installation in the Times Square subway station is restored, thank goodness!
Dec 1st
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